Truth be told, I don’t like the unknown. If I am venturing into uncharted territory, I make it a point to do as much research as possible to prepare myself for the journey. Childbirth is no different.

Hubby and I completed Kapiolani’s Prepared Childbirth classes, I’ve been reading What to Expect When You’re Expecting, seeking the advice from every mom I know, and reading up on personal birth stories on HawaiiMoms.com. When I was researching the topic of epidurals on HawaiiMoms.com, a veteran mom in favor of natural childbirth suggested searching for videos on YouTube.

Not only did I find videos on natural childbirth (caution: nudity), but I also found videos on epidurals being administered. Honestly, the epidural looked scarier to me than the actual childbirth. There’s something about a large needle being stuck in my spine that I find somewhat disturbing.

There is a great divide between the epidural advocates and those in favor of natural childbirth. You rarely find anyone who’s on the fence about the topic. For those that got the epidural, it’s the best thing ever. On the flip side, for those who delivered without drugs say that it’s safer for baby and mom — and by using relaxation techniques, the assistance of a doula or midwife, or even opting for a water or home birth, you can have a great birthing experience with limited medical intervention.

I am leaving open the possibility for an epidural, should the pain be more than I can endure or if my blood pressure starts skyrocketing. Historically, my blood pressure tends to be low, but in times of anxiety, it can become elevated: such as just before my laparotomy when it hit an all-time high of 155/99.

It’s too bad that giving birth wasn’t as easy as getting knocked out with general anesthesia and waking up with a baby in your arms.

I’m really hoping for a smooth delivery without the need for drugs. I just hope I am not overestimating my pain tolerance.

I suppose I should talk to my OB and see what she says. In the meantime, perhaps I should just watch humorous classics like the Bill Cosby stand-up act from the 80’s on natural childbirth. Still hilarious after all of these years. (Click the “continue reading” link to the right to watch it.) Continue reading Preparing myself for childbirth