Sep 30 2006
Malaise
It is Saturday. My favorite day of the week, yet I feel so… unwell.
In mind, body and spirit.
One of those days when I feel like staying in bed for as long as possible. And I did.
Missed karate.
Missed enjoying the afternoon with the Hubby.
Missed a family gathering with the in-laws.
Missed being happy.
Am I missing something? Missing life.
Is it possible to be thankful for something, yet be so completely miserable doing it that you dream of what could be if you just… quit?
I hope this passes. Maybe it’s just cyclical. Maybe not.
A 30-something Christian girl, blissfully wedded to her perfect match (the yang to her yin) of 14 years. Living life in Hawaii, less than 5 miles from her hometown, a slave to her mortgage payment, but seeking balance in her pursuit of family, faith, recreation, and rest.
*hug* Hi auntie.
It’ll pass. Trust me, it always does. And having a day off from everything isn’t always a bad thing. When you do more than 6 days a week, then maybe… Otherwise, you’re just normal.
HUGS from your favorite nephew.
Aww Donna. No worries, this will pass. You’ve got so much going for you and God will send you something to lift your spirits up once more.
*COMFORT* Sis you do deserve the rest, and sleeping in…you work very hard durning the week, as well as weekends…hang in there Sis!…sometimes you over work yourself…enjoy life, and smell the fresh air…LOL…we do need to get together very soon…hugs love ya!
Having just come out of my own “funk” I can honestly say that this too shall pass. I promise. And it is so wonderful to experience the euphoria of coming out of darkness. In the meantime, hold on tight to your faith and take the breaks when you need them. It’s okay to sit a day out! Hugs!